we don't always feel loved.

about the project


I suppose it's Ken Read's fault. I had made a list of several different things I wanted to do for my Junior Recital at CCU, one of which was a short film score (for a film no longer than 15 minutes). I had actually planned to write a variety of pieces, filling about 60 minutes of recital space.

I don't think he realized that I was planning on doing a combination of all of them. Instead, he focused on the film score.

It's true that I've wanted to write a film score since I came to CCU, and I've wanted to make movies since the sixth grade, but I had no idea what I was getting myself into.

Originally, I assumed we could finish shooting the entire film within four 12-hour days. I think it turned into twelve days, which had to be spread out across six months, due to actors' schedules. The release date was pushed back five times, until I decided to stop making one up until it was actually done.

It's been a ridiculous journey, with things going wrong constantly... accidentally losing footage, having to cut scenes due to time and money, sets disappearing, the crew constantly changing, a viewfinder that only worked half the time, a noisy boom mic...the normal indie film stuff.

I'm glad to put this chapter of my life behind me, and yet I'm grateful...for the crew, the cast, and this whole experience. I really hope you enjoy the film, and I hope it does speak to you in a unique way... there has to be a reason that this did end up getting made. If you know of any such reason, let me know. Thank you so much. I'm glad you're here.

Ben Thornburg
ben@okeedoke.com

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